The Beginning....

Where oh where to start?! Writing has always been a release for me...especially if I'm getting to write about what I want so I figure why not? Right now is the PERFECT time for me to start this. This is the one thing I can be sure of, and the one thing that I know will make me happy. I'm at that point in my life right now where everyone is asking me what I want to do in a year when I leave Wright State. Do I want to live in Ohio? Are you dating anyone serious? The only answer that I can give for all of these questions that keep getting thrown at me is "How in the hell am I suppose to know???" If you don't like my answer than oh well! (and yes that is even my answer to the dating question) I've gone thru some rough patches recently...REAL rough patches but luckily I've had my amazing friends to help me overcome some of them, but they can't help with it all. Some of it I have to do all on my own, and I don't even know where to begin. I'm 21 years old...life is suppose to be complicated right now -right? But I'm a firm believer that everything happens for a reason so all this craziness going on right now will all work out in the end....I hope :-/ There are few things that are consistent in my life and that includes my TRUE friends, my loving family, my job, and of course that boy that lives in Kentucky that knows how to get under my skin but also makes me laugh :) For now those things are my support system. They've been there for me thru the good, bad, ugly, and stupid. I realized today that the people who I thought were my "really good friends" aren't anymore. But I also realized that the friends that matter are still here for me so thank you! This is going to have to be my release...not because I'm shy, or not outspoken but because seeing my thoughts in words help me to see the light at the end of the tunnel :) Goodnight!